I'm sort of ambivalent about school, or rather I have two distinct feelings about it. Fear and a sort of excitement. I like learning, generally speaking. I like having friends. That said, I feel trapped by my social anxiety and the dictation of what I must learn, and the stress & time suck that is homework, tests, projects, exams, studying. I understand the benefits, but 1.5-3 hours of daily homework, plus about 6 hours of school (lunch break lasts almost an hour, and there are short breaks, but most of that is eating/ walking to and from lockers & classes, and an hour or more of transportation time leaves 14-15.5 hours to sleep, socialize, exercise, perform household chores, take care of oneself through hygiene, health appointments, romantic activities, personal projects, volunteering, and just plain doing nothing. It's not that bad, I suppose. If you take away sleep time (9-9.5 hours is what teens need according to studies), you're left with 4.5-6.5 hours for other activities during the weekday. 4 minutes to brush teeth, 1 hour to exercise, 15 minutes to shower, 2 hours to socialize, 1 hour for chores, 1 hour of volunteering, etc. It can all fit in if time gaming/ on social media/ streaming videos is cut down. Still, it's a rough adjustment from summer, especially if you hate rushing.
I've rediscovered waking up early, which makes me quite an outsider to the late sleeping teens who stay up late. I don't find it so bad, I'll be socializing with mostly adults soon, anyways. Mornings aren't the perfect, silent time for me, but they're less loud than afternoons. They're almost everything I love about nighttime: dark, quiet, cool, and non-rushed. They're surprisingly wonderful. What started as adjusting to back to school wake times led to a discovery that mornings aren't that bad, after all.
I'm going to go outside, read a little, walk a little, and disconnect for a while.
May every day be the best day of your life,